Wow! I haven't been on here forever!

My life has had its up and downs but generally, I try to let it go. I have too many things on my mind than to sit and ponder about useless nonsense. I'm more concerned about my repetoire (sp?) at school, my kidos and family, and finances than other things.

I've slowly noticed how government functions in real life. Its disgusting and unfair; that's why I choose not to vote. Its crap and worthless. Nothing is going to change; its only going to get worse especially in education. All we do is: test, test, and test some more until the children look at me with zombie eyes and want to stop. I waste time "teaching for the test". Its degrading and it gives me a sense of worthlessness. I put so much effort into getting this far but yet feel so far. (understandable?) Have you ever genuinely came home with a stiff neck due to stress? Well, I come every day with it. Sadly, I'm used to it.

Anyhoo, enough of the exhaustion and complaints. I have happier news: I'm going to NYC for some fun! YAY! Can't wait! Tickets bought and plans are set but yet, I still have a month left. April 4th  baby!

I shall go and watch some korean love triangle show. *shame on me!*

I'm happy.

I'm in love.

I'm going to miss J.

I'm going to miss being young and spontaneous.

I can't wait to go on a vacation.

YAY!

I'm sooooooooooo sick! I've been Xtreme coughing for the last 2 weeks. I can't take it anymore.

On a brighter note, I'm happy.

I don't have fun when I go out now.

I try to have fun but something is definitely missing....

I need to grow up.

I need to truly think about what is really important in a relationship.

I need to accept the fact that I left someone who might have been "the one".

I need to fight off this disgusting cold.

I need to go take a shower now.

I'm sick.

I sound like a man.

Teaching pre-K and K is a tiring job. My summer is doomed.

GSU financial aid and College of  Edu. sucks ddong! I can never get an answer.

Michael Buble tix are sold out. No show for me.

I might go to the "new" 1150. www.operaatlanta.com  Hopefully oppa can get invites. Invites only for the opening party.

I need to lose weight. I've gained so much since last March.

My life is a swirling tornado that gets higher and higher. Complicated. Things hit me along the way up.

Tomorrow is only Wednesday which means my long drive to Sandy Springs for tutoring and then Thursday = 4 student reading club tutoring. lovely. but $$$.

I hope this weekend is going to cheer me up!